||[Nov. 23rd, 2004|05:59 pm]
|||||Faultline feat. Chris Martin, Where is my boy?||]|
These 7 AM morning shifts are sucking the blood out of me.... I'm a night person, not a morning one! I cannot function well or play nicely with others that early in the morning :( Especially since now I'm in charge of all the depsoit from the night before. Too much math and responsiblity for that early in the morning. I'm starting to feel like that old maid now, seriously. When I get home around 3:45, all I want to do is stay home. I turn down most invites I get to go out. Tonight some friends wanted me to join them for dinner, but I'm just so damn tired from being at work at 7 I couldn't force myself to go....and since I have to be at work AGAIN at 7 tomorrow, I know I wouldn't be able to drink. I know not being able to drink isn't the end of the world, but I do like to do that socially. I know when I was younger and working as a vet tech I would stay out until 2, come back to a cabin that several of us would stay in over the weekends, drink until 4 or 5 in the morning, pass out wherever and be able to go into work at 7 the next morning just fine. Of course I'd be a little tired, but hell I'm now getting 7-8 hrs of sleep and waking up at 7 the next morning is torture. I can even remmeber passing out in a tent with 3 or 4 other people, and wake up on my own in time for work. I don't think being there that early would be so bad if it was something I did every day, but with my schedule changing so much from working 7 in the morning to going into work at 3:30 in the evening, that my body can't adjust properly. I refuse to think it's age catching up with me! I want to be 21 again and stay it forever, damnit! Even if it kills me... No. 7 AM is going to kill me.